iiit's been quite a few years, huh? i don't really know what i was doing back then. did a lot of things i regret! i'm sorry to anyone i hurt. my mental health at the time may have been piss poor, but that's really not an excuse for how i acted. my reality was heavily warped, yes, and i couldn't tell the difference between what was or wasn't appropriate behavior. even now, i'm still trying to make sense of it all since the reality that i had lived in for so long was not shared by anyone else. that much was out of my control. but i should have sought help earlier not only for myself, but for the sake of those around me as well. and for that, i'm sorry. thank you to those who stayed with me through that time. i'm truly grateful!
highly doubt anyone's gonna check back in on this account at any point, but hope everyone's doing well! i don't really draw anymore except doodles but wow what i used to draw was uh... let's just say i'm not a fan of it anymore, hah. anyway, see ya! maybe i'll update again some day. maybe not. until then! (lasted updated 7/28/2019)